-faith builds up my spiritual atmosphere-

2005-07-30T17:24:00.000-07:00

it has been a long time since i blog the previous post.
nahh. nutting much to write.. just wanna rmbr this dae that i'll stay strong with God by my side and the devils cant win over any of my family members. becos i've kept and will keep my dad mum and sister in prayer always. i may not know wat will happen, but i believe God is an awesome and merciful God..

2005-06-26T05:57:00.000-07:00

tmr's sch reopening.
praise the Lord!!

2005-05-31T00:31:00.000-07:00

i realized i din update for quite some while le. oopx.
alritee. im backs! =))
life's as usual. BUSY. yupp. may it in a good or bad way. din do well for my mid year. din do well= badly done.
hAiz. well. wats done cannot be undone. just have to stardee harder againn next term. cheer up shannen! lolol. hAiz. self consolation.
sat was adeline's birthdae. celebrated at west coast park. as usual, played like a mad girl. as usual againn, jamas and kian paired up to attack the poor shannen. :( and its ALWAYS me. yupps.. rather fun tho. had a number of activities. first is to carry stuffs. followed by trying means of ways to get the two balls(volleyball and rugby) down from the thorny tree. by the time we got e two balls down, daniel ang's slipper went up. hung on e tree. and e confident khoonfai claimed tat it's not on the tree, it fell onto the grass patch. lolol. hai wo men find until so xin ku using our pathetic light source from phone in the dark place. in the end only to find out tat daniel's slipper camouflage wiff the tree. took us quite long to take it down as it was hung rather high up.
next we ate and played rugby. lolol. onlyy passing(tho it really requires some skills!). played water bomb as well. shannen startted!! ended up being bullied. sobsob. lolol! enjoyable larhh overall. sang song and cut cake. stayed till3plus wiff sis,gene,jamas,fai,zhengyang,daniel and some of my family members. everyone's energy was like completely drained. esp me i can sae. i was the most active and energetic one when playing thruout. the cycling part bombing part and playing part. alot of ppl went. too much to list. hee.
todae was another busy dae for meee. woke up at 11am. rushed to church for pos. saw zhengyang on the train. yupps. reached church and waited for sarah at lobby. she overslept. nutting much happen until sarah and i practised the mass dance. which we're completely new to. nevertheless, praise God tat we got it fast enuff to catch up. lolol. aft practising the female part, shannen was then chosen to dance the male's part as sarah's partner. lolol. cool ritee. it was exciting overall larhh actually.
pia cab to gombak at 2plus 3pm. was veri late for training. when sarah and i reached there, the guys wasnt doing warming up yet. hahas. yawnx. i was so tired to train. knocked by the hurdles alot of times. OUCH!!! and it really hurts. :( awww.
long bang tham's car to jurong point. met the pos peeps. was deciding where to go as some wanted to watch movie and some wante dto plae pool. eeeeyo. sarah,fai,daniel and i decided to stay in jp to have our dinner. slack slack slack. reached home aat 10plus. and chew yan biao jie keep suaning daniel and i being as a couple. lolol. then daniel gong gong everytym go reply my biao jie when she called for shannen's boyfren. errr. ya, tats lame.
nutting much more to update liao. :)

2005-05-19T21:06:00.000-07:00

*phew!!*
praise the Lord!! exams are finally over! whoohoo! hahas. geeting abit kan jiong. tmr's the competition at sentosa by my church. sarah and i paired as a team. jia you jia you! we muz win alritee! hoho. =)) veri tired sia.. so many things happened recently. too much to recall.. God is good all the time!! cell group meeting tonite at my house.. going shopping wiff mymummy soon. just a short post todae.. gonna update more in future!!

2005-05-08T00:05:00.000-07:00

hoho.
=)) woke up as late as 8.30++ todae. helps-
no choice but to pia cab to school for ms solastri lesson at 9am. hee. had a 2 1/2 hour lit lesson. alot of notes to jote. yippiee!
slack arnd wiff rachel sm xl and candida opp sch. took bus to ginza wiff candida and rachel to have lunch. met siwei.
okiesokies. briefing is over. now.. the details. :D
hohoho.
studied at mac. wiff alot of ppl. alot. lololol. macham all booked by w313 like tat. hahas. cool man. had studied for around 4 1/2 hours todae. not too bad arhh. :) yeapp. went really slacking arnd wiff john siwei and kian at ginza.. and go watch soccer at clementi central de S11 de coffeeshop.. i slept there after having dinner while ping chie kian siwei and john were still enjoy watching. lolol. cant blame. was really exhausted. wiff my sch uni on!! sianx. hmm.. went mac to chit chat wiff john and siwei while kian went to join ah long and peng boon plae arcade just beside mac.. yupps. when we were about to go home, walking towards 282 bus stop, saw my sis gene and joan. hahas.. nutting much le.. went to eat againn when my sis and i decided to eat popiah at the nearby market wiff gene as well. asked bryant, alvin, khoon fai huay bing and daniel.. hahas. shannen has been eating real late supper recently. oh no! BUT. fear not, im going for training EVERYDAY. :) congrats shannen. lololol. errrr. -.- jiu ming arh.

2005-04-30T02:18:00.000-07:00

woooohooooo~
my turn to hao lian liao.
LOLOL.
hmm, went overnight prayer meeting just now. took a cab back wif my sis and had a long chat wiff the taxi driver. oops.yeap. yawns. im tired now.
persistent prayers work!! shannen won the individual champ for b division girls 2005!! breaking record in the 100m hurdles and came in 1st for all the five events[100mhurdles,200m,400m,4x100m,4x300m]!! =)) glory to God!!
before running all the five events, i prayed and gave thanks to Him!! really thank God arhh. hahas. i love fangyi guiting and kaini arhh!! they did not give up for 4x300m.. they tried their best and ran allllll the wayy!! *muacks muacks to them!!* im so touched. sorry guiting.. for being impatient when we were practising baton passing.. i was just too nervous that we'll not be able to emerge as champion.. dun worry, u did well! hee. thanks guys!! ur hardwork is greatly appreciated!! not forgetting richelle! running 4X100m wiff kaini guiting and i. =) yeapyeap. God is good. He nvr fails.

juthamad.c division girls individual champ.
nicholas.c division boys individual champ.
shannen.b division girls individual champ.
zhenghuang.b division boys individual champ.

hahas. todae is my day. :) hee.
pardon me for announcing the results over here againn.
wanna give all the glory to God!!

2005-04-23T00:30:00.000-07:00

todae was fun.
we were released at 10.30am todae.. training started at around 11plus 12pm.. did what we supposed to do..................... then after tat some of us went home to change and bath.. including sarah and i of cos.. yupp.
after i reached home, i've decided to sit down on the sofa and have a nice chat wiff my mummy. after asking for permission to go out ltr, i plucked up my courage to tell her that i lost my ez link card.. then i pleaded her to give my money to get a new one as i cant survive long by using coins everytym!! yea.. Praise the Lord!!! my mummy went to her room, took out an ez link card wiff a photocopied ic and said, "heng ni you ren ba ni de ezlink card huan lai ar, bu ren ni jiu yao gei wo da le.." yupps. something like tat larhh, my hin yu pin ying not tat good. lolol.
yupps. went into the bathroom wanted to bath, hillary called me. wanting to come my house. i was like, huh? hmm, alritee. got some clothes for her before setting off to harbour front.. for sushi at sakae..
took 143. err, forgotten that 30 can go there as well. LOL. weng kian was like calling me and asking me whyy i din board the bus as he and some other peeps were on that bus 30.. hahas.
joel,bengyeow,john,sarah and yaosheng sat one table. me kian long aloy kaini and hillary sat another. lolol. we had alot of fun. especially wiff that aloy around. being bullied and bullying ah long. LOL. alritee. we played zhong ji mi ma using the leftovers as forfeit. hmm, of cos all of us pa kak together and sabo aloy. hahas. i cant deny that he's cute!!! hahas. yea. my didi lehhh. of cos mann. hahas.. hmm,we ate alot. alot. alot. especially kian. he and ah long stuffed the sushi rice into the pepsi can so that they wont have to eat rice to fill their stomach. hahas. not that worth it. hah.
yea.. after lingering at harbour front, kian me sarah kaini and aloy went queensway shop shop. sarah and i are targetting a pair of adidas skaters.. limited edition. gotta save money againn!!
trulyy enjoyed myself todae. yea. long time no this kind of feeling le. shiok mann. i luv myself. hahas. lolol. its like wearing a mask everydae and finally wifout a mask feel so natural. hahas. yea. =)) i need God to discipline me for a better finance management.. hee.
Praise the Lord!!

2005-04-16T13:29:00.000-07:00

updating.
hee. rather surprising. i emerged as first for both 200m and 400m finals. wondering when did i join 400m event? hahas. i signed up last min. on tat day.cool. wasnt prepared at all for 400m. pretty nervous and scared. tears were almost out just before the race was starting. sarah and company truly encouraged me to run the race.. thanks for ya encourage peeps.. thanks. =)) it helped. before running both the races, i had butterflies in my stomach. i prayed. i prayed againn. prayed for God's strength to be upon me to run the races, protection over me as it was drizzling and abililty to give God's glory which means to emerge as champ. thanks for the ppl who prayed for me as well.. Praise the Lord! God answered my prayers. truly a wonderful God..
gonna run 4x100m and 110m hurdles on sports day the 29th itself. praying hard againn!! i will have faith that God is gonna use me to bring Him glory!
today's cell group meeting at bryant's house. gonna be great as well! yupp. gonna go off soon. see ya peeps againn!

2005-04-15T00:10:00.000-07:00

hello peeps!!

err. bad news: handphone going to be confiscated real soon. hahas. bill AGAINN. -helps-
pray for me!! either i'll be missing in action or getting a prepaid card which will cost me alot. so.. still making a correct decision. yea..
tmr's the race. 200m b division girls finals. =)) will i get to break school's record? PLEASE, i need prayers againn! thank God that He has brought me to this stage that im able to have the chance to perform my best le.. will at least try my best?? hee.
life's not too bad afterall. many things have had happened. as what pastor kong always mention, we're living in a fallen down world, bad things do happen to good ppl.. yupp. so no point blaming God that He's not fair. [thats happening in drama all the time!] yeap. starting to be consistent in my tuition le. trying my best to do some catching ups for maths lessons. so hard so hard. F is what i always get for the results of my maths tests and quizzes.
oh ya. todae... a good day. went out wiff ah choo at 6plus.. went shopping at far east and wisma. so tired.. walk walk walk. bought alot of things which cost me not little. my wallet's popping a hole out. lolol. wanted to get something impt, ended up shopping for my personal stuffs. oops. will get things done tmr.
once againn. nobody can deny that prayers work hand in hand wiff faith . =))

2005-04-13T00:04:00.000-07:00

yupps. life's as usual.
no. of trainings were increased. twice a day. mon, tue, thur and fri in the mornings and after school. yea.. tuition on tues after training and wed after school. swimming after tuition on wed againn. saturday cell group meeting and sunday church. yupp. i wont be surprised if i've come to realise tat i din go town for two months or something le?
hmm. wahh. life's getting busier. God, upon Your solid rock i stand, give me all Your strength to move on to a higher level!! really need God to expand my capacity. God is good. He really answer prayers. aniwae, i went into final for 200m and i was the first qualifier!! praise the Lord! hee. not too bad. haha. almost 2 secs to break record of the 1985s. i was like brake when reaching the 80m ending mark liao. hahas. erm. training real hard to break record. hahas. TRY larh huh. LOLOL. well well. might be thinking too much le.
going take part in 110m hurdles, 4X100m, 200m finals.. for 4X100m, i'll be running as either 2nd or last runner i suppose.. yuppies.

studies. degrading. lol. helps helps. i need to have a better time management.. guys, pray for me!! seriously, i cant afford to fail my exams. jiayou shann, all the way girl!

LIVING TESTIMONY!!

2005-03-26T17:20:00.000-08:00

Outward Bound Singapore- indeed it was a memorable and challenging one.

Before I was selected to go OBS, I’ve already heard of it. Needless to say, comments about OBS that I’ve received are all positive.
Going to OBS is really a life changing experience where you wont be able to undergo in any other common camps. OBS has greatly impacted me of the things I need to learn in life. Several activities like building a raft, rock climbing as well as building a basher. Without the presence of team spirit, no successful results would have been achieved. I learnt this motto of OBS: u wont be able to see new ocean, unless u have the courage to lost sight of the shore.
After being arranged into four different watches, I was totally disheartened. I felt forlorn. Being left out by all my peers who came, I was allocated to a watch where I simply disregard them as my team members though I knew I should not have this kind of attitude. First game was being played for each individual watches after knowing each other in the team. It was a rather fun and challenging game. For what I know at the point of time, whatever game played is not going to fascinate me.
Time flies. Next day came. Restless, moody and impassive --- I was about to continue sleeping when my bung mate woke me up. Out of the blue, something inside of me whispered and encouraged me to have the excitement in me or I wont be able to enjoy myself in the next few days. Nevertheless, I woke up and prepared for the morning run. It was an easy jog, compared to the usual track and field trainings. 5BX – five basics exercises were then done at the parade square. Had simple breakfast after that. This routine continued for the next 2days. Breakfast was great! I consoled myself: this is an OBS camp. I cannot expect too much when I was really hungry.
Coming to the 3rd day… We had to pack our stuffs into a haversack provided for us. Though the smell of the haversack was rather unbearable, all of us were left with no but one and only choice. Carrying a heavy and big haversack, we walked for 2km with uneven slopes heading to campsite 2. Every one of us was perspiring continuously, panting. I could have counted myself lucky, as I was the first few to lead. If I had to lag behind, I would be discouraged to pull my legs to move any further. After activities in the long and slow afternoon like rock climbing and games, we had to cook our dinner. Fire starter and lighter were the only resources we could use of to start a fire. Dinner was not too bad after all especially when all and sundry were famished.
We set off as early as 6.30am in the morning to kayak to a new campsite 2. Kayaking! I was overjoyed, as I always like kayaking. This long journey seemed to have changed my interest in kayaking. We had traveled 18km around Palau Ubin – against strong currents and big waves. No instructors were there to help even any of the kayaks happened to capsize. After 9 hours of kayaking in opposition to the solid tide, we finally manage to reach our destination. Rest was all we asked for immediately. Unexpectedly, the lower part of beach was filled with mud. The moment I stepped on the shore; I could feel that my feet were already sinking. The sticky mud disgusted me at once. Despite the fact that we were settled down, there was no shower allowed. We cooked our dinner and turned in soon. Many of us preferred counting stars rather than taking a short sleep. In next to no time, we were able to watch sunrise. We set off at 6.30am again. Kayaking back to campsite 1 was not that tedious. The journey was about 500m to 1km. After all the cleaning ups and packing, we gathered for lunch. It was the last meal before leaving the campsite and return to Singapore. Now in that I’m back in Singapore, I missed the days when I spent time with my group members and share our experiences!

2005-03-17T21:17:00.000-08:00

woohoo. fell down. another big scar on my knee. :((
alritealrite. the storyy goes likeee this.: went training early in the morningg. rushed cab theree as i woke up rather latee. sarah wasnt theree. training was pretty slackk. i mean, really slackkk. hahas. after having some warm ups and drills, kaini guiting me as well as richelle had time trial for 4X200m. cool yea. hahas. i was the 3rd runner.. hahas. quite long nvr run relay le.. kinda rusty to it. ooops. well, tats not the mainn pointt of cos. while i was chionging towards kaini after guiting pass e batonn to me, my mind was only about chionging. forgotten tat i need to pass the batonn. well well. how clumsy can i bee. hmm. reaching my hand towards kaini, i shouted, "UP!" unfortunately, her hand wasnt long enuf, or rather my hand wasnt long enuf to reach for her hand. so i bent down pushing my body forward so tatt i'll be able to pass her the baton. less than wat i could expect, i fell with the speed of sprintingg. whichh simply means, the friction was rather hard. :(( richelle was there to help me up. hee. initially, it din hurt me tatt much until i went to wash. argghhh! pain sia!! this open wound had affected my mood. naturally. hahas. johnn still say i was brave thatt i din cryy. lolol. cool..
went to visit weesing's ah gong. purposefully. :] laid hands and prayed for himm.. was msgining xiao niao half way then realise my phone no batt liao.. and my dear sarah suddenly decided to change wif me her full batt. so good of her.. hee.
oh nooo!! holiday homework has yet to be completed!! jia lat. God, please give me a better time management! alritealrite. lets talk about these feww days.. nott too badd actually. had good slp almost everynite. :) hees. easter is coming!! im excited!

2005-03-15T01:33:00.000-08:00

suddenly having this desire to have another post todae. yupps. feeling kinda blue.
confused.
tym passes by b4 I realize ur goneee
sweet luv replaced by emptiness abound
myy foolish hart awakes frm it's slumber
pained wiff e reality of losing u
hmm? maybe itss a obvious hinting clue

2005-03-14T23:32:00.000-08:00

im backs! hahas. nice skin huh?
:P yupps.
cross country wasnt a successful wan. :(
tho i din get into top 10, nevertheless, i did complete the race! hee, praise the Lord!
went for benny hinn's 3 services. waoh. i dunno by using wat kind of phrases to describe clearly the shuang-ness of presence of God man.. really so so so great. :) the presence and power of God is really so strong that i fell under His awesome power. rachel went as well. for the 4.00pm and 7.30pm service. fai, lloyd, ron, xiao niao and zheng yang went as well. :) hee.
as for todae. went studying. at imm burger king wif sarah xiao niao and daniel lee. hmm, ron came ltr. yupp. it was rather fruitful and peaceful until ron came. hahas. after tat go changi airport. slackkk. super bo liao. took a number of photos. hahas. xiao naio ron and i left sarah and daniel lee alone. 'paiseh' or rather let them have their private world. hahas. plae plae only larh of cos. cos they were talking behind. so we decided to walk veri fast and ditch them. hahas. sarah got angry and claimed that she wants to go home. as a best fren, i knew her anger nvr last long. :p lolol. yupp.
just came back from ginza. study. abit. little bit. hahas. wif my sister and jamas.
alrite, tats about todae. going training tmr. :)

2005-03-07T18:51:00.000-08:00

Wed's coming. marlene's birthdae coming. Xcountry coming.

well well. oh well. im now rather happy cos i've been listening in maths class and i tat i noe how to deal wif maths sums, my burden is lighten. dun think going for swimming lessons on wed. guess i'll be super dead after running 3.2km? hahs. really praying hard that i'll get into at least a top 10.. :) as for marlene's birthdae present..... hmm... well, i've got something in mind le. hee. hope she'll like it yupp. tmr the entire cell group is fasting. even khoon fai and zheng fai.. praise the Lord! hee. gonna hav breakfast earlyyyy in the morning againn. so that we wont be late for sch. yea.. so tired now le.. had a long run on track mill in gym.. hmm, it had gotten me to be even more excited and kan jiong for xcountry againn..... hahas.

2005-03-03T04:58:00.000-08:00

determined.strongdesire.faith.

cross country coming. my knee? hope can tahan and last me thru. well well. OBS is coming. im excited.. 21st to 25th.. cool. after the one week holiday. some peeps gonna miss me im sure!! oops. i mean, my mum and dad and sis. hahas. got lots of things to pack. gonna be real busy. sarah,sheena,siwei going as well. yea.. :) common test? flunk some subs.. but i still wanna praise God cos i passed my chinese! hee. its a good start for mission trip to china okk.. mai siao siao. hahas.

exhausted.victory.faith.

2005-02-24T00:10:00.000-08:00

sian sian sian. lost my specs. BRAND NEW ONE. which i've JUST recieved on monday, and i lost it on tuesday in the cab. how careless can i be. really cant tolerate myself. bought the specs wif my ang bao money leh!! my heart ache like mad. :( well well. lost a 50bucks note not long ago. which means, i lost 210bucks in total! praise the Lord in all things.todae's msg was good. went to church wif slight headache. din go school todae, was on mc due to some kinda menstual cramp? and not forgetting e feeling of wanting to vomit. yea.. pop two panadols in the early morning like 6plus before i wanted to get up and prepare for school. tmr will be having physcis and lit test. now pia-ing le. prayhard. anw, my knee condition worsen le. had made a decision to stop track training and continue in my swimming faithfully. not as in i wont run animore, its just tat i'll only be there for track trainings to encourage the people to run.. well, tat's wat tham told me. hahas.

2005-02-10T23:11:00.000-08:00

cool! this chinese new year visitations should be ending soon.. yupp. erm. this year's harvest is not too bad.. including my birthdae blessings! im really touched. a feeling that i just couldnt describe. cell group celebrated brithdae wif me at crystal. i can really feel the luv they have for me.. and no doubts tat i luv them veri as well! w313, especially my sister and ping, really put in alot of effort in giving me suprises.. most surprisingly, ruth came as well! :) i've recieved alot of gifts well.. [numerous wtp things!] hehs. im intending to use my birthdae ang baos to get a pair of new specs.. pray hard that i wont lose it within a month againn. :( hahas.valentine day's coming.. who to date? who am i booked to? ;) not finalised. lol. my sister! she's complaining tat i ps her. so i'll put her first priority alrite! hahas. haven shop for valentine present yet. oh no. i've gotta prepare alot of money.. cos shannen has got not only one honeys and darlings! hee.

2005-01-30T21:04:00.000-08:00

sundae!
went to church. praise God! super dun like weng kian wan leh. EVERYTYM wifout fail oso bully me. sianx.. -.-
had two bible study lesson this morning at rooftop in church. abit distracting. alot of ppl and rather noisy as well. after bs, rushed to jp to meet my mum to get new year shoes. then rushed back again. lol. i only took 45mins including transport. yupp. praise God! i've learn something todae. knowledge puffs up, love builds up. haha..
yupp. one last thing, for those who are reading my blog, be informed tat i wish to stay single for the tym being cos i believe God has a greater plan for me! :)

used up energy week.

2005-01-26T22:36:00.000-08:00

this week. my knees are really giving me a bigggg prob. it hurts wheneva it wans can. so irritated. i'm having trainings and swimming lessons clashing on the same day. seriously, i think i'll be tired out one day. just waiting for the day perhaps. hahaha. yupp. struggling wif my maths as well. tendency of getting distracted in class during maths lesson is rather high for me. i noe not why too. but i'll just have to work double hard and concentrate during tuition which is like twice a week..? ya.. gotta depend and lead on God's strength to give me grace and mercy tat i'll overcome all obtacles..
bought my new year clothes liao.. except a pair of slip ons or shoes perhaps. cant wait to recieve more and more hong baos! nevertheless, shannen shall not forget tat everything of mine belongs to God!

new begining.

2005-01-20T20:02:00.000-08:00

after reading marlene's recent post in her tag, i nearly teared.
true enuf, memories of 2e1 ppl is really unforgetable.. talking about it, marlene and i make a great pair! i can still rmbr when mr wong scold me 'tok tok qiang', marlene and i started singing. keep repeating and repeating the word tok tok qiang when we were just sitting right in front of mr wong kin wah. we played games together.. wat makes me think marlene and i makes a great pair is tat we can almost read each other's mind! it had really been a great blessing for me to be part of 2e1. the chaos and problems we've created, the complaints we've recieved, the naughty behaviour tat we've planned well, the cheerings we did together as one during sports day and etc.. really too much for me to continue on.. its like a sweet sweet paradise when we have our own world.. all we think about is fun.. i really miss returning to the past, when i noe it wont happen.....
well. things seemed to have changed. a 180degrees turn. out of a sudden, i've rather guai classmates. somehow.... something is lacking.. perhaps im too used to 2e1's lifestyle, new class is not tat united, not tat coorperative as well as exciting.. noe wat, i looked forward in coming to school last year, when 2e1 is sure to have entertainment each and everydae.. somehow againn.... feeling tat 3e3 is so dead..
im stressed. really stressed out. too much things for me to handle. i really need a good time management, if not, i wont be able to cope for sure. studies is one of the major prob. i can sae tat im really trying my best to revise my work as much as possible as each day pass... i dun seem to find tat joyful inside out shannen in me animore.. i've got track training thrice a week, swimming lessons once a week, tuition twice a week, church twice a week and my HOMEWORK. seriously, im praying real hard tat i can score really well this year and my hardwork will be paid off. its my hardwork, which means, i've really becoming slightly more guai in terms of studying liao.
wateva happens, i'm always part of 2e1.....

2005-01-12T00:17:00.000-08:00

went to town rite after school wif sarah.. she wanted to buy her bag and pencil case while i wanted to get my sb and stuffs.. hmm, its a tiring day today. i suppose tmr will be worst as there'll be training as well as swimming lesson for me. oh no. going train until i go mad. lololol. aniwae, dye back my hair liao. super black. oops. wanted to give qianjun a call to chat wif her intially at 10plus, but i was too busy wif my things. :(
i'm having hard tym in sch struggling wif my maths. especially e maths. i seemed to understand a maths better. tats weird. heh. new class is nice afterall. new faces, new environment. tho i really wished to return to the 2e1's old times, i need to grow up. haha. not only am i struggling wif maths, im oso trying to control my emotions. haha. i've always been veri weak in handling complicated frenships, but one thing for sure, i always love to treat my frens well. =)
now in the blue house, which i predicted, CONFIRM LOSE in ani competitions. :D

bored...

2004-12-14T01:42:00.000-08:00

reecently got nutting much to post.. everything's going fine..

cell multiplication!

2004-12-11T07:33:00.000-08:00

hmm, todae is a fine dae. tho was raining. BUT it was fun emotionally to me. hmm anw, im in W313! along wif sam,ronald,bryant,junhui,addy,irene of cos,adeline,shuping and some i forgotton liao. =x hmmm, multiplication is a good thing i believe! im so touched by everyone's speech tat they've made during the cell.. tho i realli cant bear to leave some of the cell group members, i'm sure we'll be able to grow stronger in God's kingdom this way! amen!

tired!

2004-12-08T20:27:00.000-08:00

cut and dye my hair just now.. look abit farnie, but not much diff.. heh. yesterdae went sentosa.. kinda fun.. wif alot of ppl.. jo,john,pb,jh,pc,mark,cc,lynn,sarah,mel,sorfian,ken,imran,roy,jes,i and some i forget liao..! but veri tired and cold! some PPL kip bullying the girls.. -.- hmph! this morning had training.. kinda tired..eat snake abit.. oops. went to makan wif mas jo and sarah at clementi after tat.. then went home rest awhile.. woke up at 3plus 4pm.. go jurong east there cut hair.. feeling so tired.. will be busy these few days.. cell group going to multiply on this saturday!-hurrays-
hmm, sundae 12/12 my house going to have house warming and shun pian celebrating my sister's birthday! party will start around evening tym.. heh. welcome all ppl whom i noe! contact me asap for more info ya! =) looking forward to ur questions! =)

finally!

2004-12-02T09:51:00.000-08:00

hurrrrrrrrray! finally i can update my blog againn! =) *three cheers*
have been busy since the shifting of houses' decision is made. i've come to realise tat my room is full of rubbish! oops. anw, rather satisfied wif my new room i suppose? and marlene's gonna be the first to step into my house! hohoho. cell group multiplication is next saturdae. and the new cell group meeting's location will be at my house.. recently i've been sick.. physically of cos.. heh. at the same tym, my mood was super bad.. i criticised ppl in the tv as id they've offended me.. haix.. rather horrible in fact.. gonna go to school wif marlene next year onwards! haha. tmr will be a busy day for me. i gotta meet my cousin's fren in the morning to lend him my hair for competition.. haha.. as in to be his model or something larh. afternoon gotta go dental appointment at alexandra hospoital.. and at nite gotta go swimming lesson at bukit batok swimming complex..

will updating againn.. ;)

2004-11-11T00:40:00.000-08:00

went river valley pri to do their games scoring for CIP.. hmm, kinda boring.. woke up late.. had to pia cab go.. hmm, jie hao was the refree and i was the one who records the scores and winner. hmm, for the girls, they played rather well i supposed? oops. lol.. alot of fouls.. like travelling.. stepping.. double.. etc.. the girls muz thank jie hao for being lenient.. if not, i would be hearing lots of peeeeeeee peeeeeeee peee.. lololol. anw, slack whole day at home todae after doing CIP.. bored... took a nap and woke up at 8plus.. i hope tmr will be a better and exciting day! =)
well.. city harvest church is going to hold their 2 church service at singapore indoor stadium this weekend.. 13th and 14th of nov.. [ sat: 730pm sun:10am ] and an exciting carnival as well.. the carnival its like escape theme park wif games stalls included.. everything is gonna be cheap.. heh.. ya man. so if u're interested, please inform me asap! :D

bbq! ya man!

2004-11-07T00:41:00.000-08:00

had bbq todae! FUN! haha.. actually... not the bbq part tat was exciting.. its was the games part! hooooray! heh.. erm.. its realli veri veri fun.. felt so home wif church peeps! haha. we played lots of games, and the punishments were COOL too! hee. we played eagle catch chicks[oops?], puzzle hunt, whacko, husband and wife and the squirrel game! muahahaha! todae's sermon was short. truely short. lol. had few frens joined us todae.. welcome them! lololol. im so mad.. perhaps its realli too memorable.. =)

superly tired physically..........................

2004-11-03T20:59:00.000-08:00

had training for consecutive of 4days. -.- im so tired...... -helps- but still gotta train hard.
anw, w250 fasted todae. hmm, it was a tough and enjoyable one i suppose. haha. had training earlyy in the morning at 8am at macritchie. hmm, woke up veri earlyy at maybe bout 5plus to hav my heavy breakfast which i tot its gonna last me for the entire dae. nevertheless, after my track training of running steep slopes and stuffs, i've realised i've used up all my energy liao. training ended wif 2sets of exercises. not alot of ppl went for training. jamas me sarah min han lohying and some of the ex boy volleyballers. hmm, min han got lost when we were started running as warm up. after we finished our drills and stuffs and got back to tham's car, min han was found. Thank God. cos tham wanted to call the police initially. lol.. so i told tham cannot call unless lost more than 48hours. next, me kena suan by jamas saying i watch too much tv liao. lol. but its true i suppose, cos i learned tat frm tv! oops. hmm, i wanted to go for the labordor park briefing thingy which starts at 10am in sch, but by the tym i finish my exercises, its alreadi 11plus liao. haha. went swimming wif huihui and charmaine at clementi swimming complex. saw muiling and kaixin. haix. i miss 2E1 againn. sob sob. after swimming, i went to church wif junhui for powerhouse [a corner in church for ppl to pray together].. and finally, its 6pm! alicia and i took out our chocolates! haha.. we were so hungry tat we couldnt wait animore. oops. lichuin peace ally shuqun sam junhui cg zhonghao and me went for dinner at jurong point at kfc. haha. it was a nice and INTERESTING fellowship. lol. =) hee.

Praise the Lord! Halleujah!

2004-10-31T02:08:00.000-08:00

i wanna thank God that He has always been faithful. Firstly, i've got my OM card! praise the Lord! =) next week gonna take my christian lifestyle de test liao. getting more and more excited for God to do great works in His kingdom. Secondly, i wanna thank God that He allow me to retake my maths final year exam and He has made it much eaiser than the previous one. Hallelujah! Alot of events coming up in november. One of my great missions is to invite frens to church! =) save souls! in the month of nov, every wednesday, W250 will be fasting for our new frens to recieve salvation! Praise the Lord for His grace and mercy! hmm, we'll oso be reaching out for new frens thru activities like bbq, playing badminton and having steamboat and marina bay. I'm getting more and more excited to see lost souls saved tat the angels in heaven would rejoice! aniwae, i've learn something thru the sermon ouline todae. actually is alot larh. but one part strike me most. i gotta put behind my pride before God for the gates of heaven will be opened for me.
Next, my future house at Clementi West St 2. ya man. erm, i've chosen my bed, study table and wallpaper. i suppose that's wat i can only choose liao. BUT, im veri satisfied wif my comfortable and sweet looking bed set wif study table. =) Praise the Lord that i've learnt and experienced that as i sow faithfully into His kingdom, He'll open for me the windows of heaven tat there will not be room enuf to recieve it.

phew!

2004-10-18T20:32:00.000-07:00

exams are finally over! *cheers* well. i dun realli kare about my art exams tmr. i dun even noe wat to do! oops. anw, todae's sci.. by faith thru grace, i hope i will pass! haha. stardeed like siao yesterdae. pia wif my sister to revise finish. haha... me last min work is like tat wan eh.. :P yupyup. so stressed up and tired over the exams lately.. todae finally gotta chance to relieve stress, but turned out to be hanging out at ginza againn. LOL. went to plae basketball.. melvin marlene and me [thriple 'M's.] hoho. erm, we had quite alot of fun. just realised melvin's basketball skills oso not tat bad. haha. so bad of me rite.. gonna movve house next month to around gina there. its an advantage or disadvantage?

busy dae.

2004-10-11T16:02:00.000-07:00

morning.nearly late for sch.haha.meet kiki at traffic light there, then we ran to sch.lol. todae's a busy dae.. im fasting todae! =) by the grace of God, i dun realli feel veri hungry as i noe the joy of the Lord is my strength! had history lessons at 2plus till 3plus.. finally clear some of my doubts on e history chapters..arrgh.my memory sux and i have to memorise so much history facts. jia lat. aniwae, i resting at home now.. going out for maths tuition againn at5plus. after tat, which is bout 8plus, gonna meet irene cos she going to explain to me further on history.. =) exams are really approaching.. wheneva i come to think of it, i will hav e determination to get good grades.. haha.. in thanksgiving, i thank God in advance for the good grades tat He will be blessing me for my coming year end exams.. for God is a good God and He is always faithful.. till the end of e earth. =)

busy dae.

2004-10-11T01:53:00.000-07:00

love hina!

2004-10-08T18:43:00.000-07:00

i luv this comic...~ love hina is so addictive tat whereva i go i wud hav e comic wif me. =) had ang moh oral todae.. think im gonna flunk this oral liao.. picture description and my reading sux. think Ms tang only seemed to be interested when i shared about my CIP experience during conversation tym. hee~ hope it will pull up my marks and leave a good impression on her. well.. before e oral, most of 2e1 peeps went ginza to have lunch.. whereas sokwei and i were slacking in sch as i din wanna go ginza.. we were super bored and hot.. sort of studying at e 2nd level there.. i was reading comic and she was listening discman and dunno do wat larh.. haha.. erm, gonna chiong my studies againn liao. hoping tat tmr morning will hav ppl ask me out to study so tat i wont slp till e afternoon then wake up.. oops.

mood swing.

2004-10-07T07:14:00.000-07:00

brRored. to e extreme.
got back from tuition at 10plus. heard frm my tutor tat two of her students each met robbers in e past. and those robbers were holding knifes[demanding for their mobile phones]! i was thinking how am i going go home late at night frm bb to clementi and looking out for robbers at e same tym....... aniwae, realli gotta pray hard again tat i wont meet ani robbers? i've got realli bad temper recently. dunno why oso. perhaps becos of exams stress? nah. im not tat hardworking. but somehow i feel being stressed up at tyms...

-initiative-

2004-10-06T16:43:00.000-07:00

relationships wont work out if none of e party willing to intiate? well..

home at 4plus. slpy. todae's maths lesson is super boring can. my eyelids were as heavy as elephant lorh. tho e class was rather quiet during albert's period, i cant seem to concentrate. neither do i noe e reason. hee~ not gonna trust candida and sokwei againn. they lied to me! how could they...... they sae they gonna go ginza do their thinking project, somehow ended up talking and chit chatting. bluff me wan. -.- aniwae, did went ginza for lunch. din realise i can use my ez link de card to redeem food until just now. oops. took a bus before 4pm. started doing my full revision liao.. doing maths homework reading some science notes... exams are realli round e corner, but why cant i feel e presure? jialat! hmm, but some still hack kare about schoolwork.. haha.. maybe im considered hardworking oso? [c'mon larh shanyi, dun think too much!] erm, who's talking? *look everywhere*

care and conern? or over protective?

2004-10-05T13:53:00.000-07:00

these two catorgories are contridicting huh. haha..
hmm, din attend sch todae.. wonder if anithing interesting happened? haha.. maybe last nite slept too late.. -was editing my blog wif the help of sorfian.- this morning woke up only at 8plus 9 like tat.. haha.. sokwei gave me a morning call at 7plus 8 like tat.. only then i was awaken.. then decided to stay at home and do my revision.. oops..
now arh.. revising my maths.. copying notes.. i think gonna flunk my science.. dun realli completely understand everything! jialat.. stardeee and stardeee and stardeee will help me pull up my grades i suppose? and of cos, PRAY! yesyesh. going shanning house swim ltr. i mean, might. haha.. so.. ltr then update again kay!

getting fatter. [trying to be on diet?]

2004-10-04T17:27:00.000-07:00

u dun suit me. c'on. face e reality kay.
-end of my problems-
todae.. school is boring.. din go down for recess todae.. oso dunno why.. maybe i wan read comic? or nobody pei me? or i no mood.. dunno larh! :D haha, my aloysius birthdae.. hee. so farnie.. something happened. but shant tell.. hoho.
after school.. had luch wif sarah and yati.. then after tat went to plae netball wif marlene.. so fun can. haha.. i keep shaking e pole so tat she wont be able to shoot in... haha, but she too tyco liao.. e ball still go in. -_- aniwae, had lotsa fun. went back gym to train.. slack in gym for bout 1/2hour then started running.. haha... actually im too lazy to run! but to maintain stamina, gotta hav consistant training..
haix.. exams coming liao.. gotta buck up againn. (stardeeeee x 7) most prob tmr will be going shan house for a swim. getting super tanned liaox.. yea! i luv swimming, too bad cant swim well. haha.. shhhh.

hihihi!

2004-10-02T18:16:00.000-07:00

long long tym nvr update my blog liao.. nutting much to post oso.. ;P hee. hmmm, cut my hair few days ago.. actually quite satisfied wif my new hairstyle de... haix.. sad larh.. got ALOT of unpleasant comments once i reach school e next dae.. ugly ugly larh.. wat can i do rite? wat are frens for? to discourage u meh.. thank God tat there are always some good comments give by lichuin they all.. *phew* thank God. =)
exams round e corner.. or i should sae, exams started liao.. sianx.. realli dun hav much confidence for my chinese paper.. just praying hard tat i will get good grades for my english or else i gotta retain! nonono!! aniwae, i should hav faith in God tat when i do my best, He will do the rest. yupyup.

exams.. -_-

2004-10-01T22:43:00.000-07:00

hi guys..
had english paper todae. not too bad.. just praying tat my compo is not written out of point. :P hee. yupyup. tmr's chinese paper, doom. gosh! i still have shou ce A to stardee. realli gotta buck up liao.. =) gtg now le........

feel blessed

2004-07-11T06:37:00.000-07:00

i hav given my mission pledge todae... my wallet is almost empty.. left wif few coins? ya.. my misson pledge may not be much to others, but it is a sacrifice to me.. nevertheless, i always luv to give! as God loves a cheerful giver! =) when God bless us, we muz make sure tat we are oso a blessing to others.. trying to mit others' needs.. so tat more ppl will come into God's kingdom! hoorays! haha.. God is a good god. Amen. yupyup..
todae's msg is veri true.. [though every sermen oso veri true larh.. =)] yupyup.. double minded ppl cant make decisions -> unstable
7 keys to recieving miracles and revival!
1) Draw near to God.
2) Repair your devotion.
3) Get you life in order. [according to e bible, according to e spirit]
4) Give an offering. [do not give an offering with unwillingness]
5) Make a sacrifice. [to break e drought, pour out the most precious one..]
6) Release faith again and again. [faith is seek and seek and keep seeking! faith is knock and knock and keep knocking!]
7) Pray for miracle. [faith is a substance which backs up your prayer.]
AMEN! =)

tanglin city harvesters rox!

2004-07-05T07:35:00.000-07:00

in Jesus name i pray, and all God's ppl say, Amen!
going to hav meeting tmr!!! 6.45am! yeeeepie! im looking forward.. yea!
todae had a nice fellowship and short prayer meeting.. the feeling was great..
attendence todae:
lynn-W210
sarah-W210
shannen-W250 (haiyo, me larh)
sian yang-W210
chinchye-W250
sorfian-W210
ken-W210
prayer meeting: each and everyone had to pray for revival in tanglin sec, studies, etc...can feel the seriousness in all of us when we were praying for revival! and somehow i am secretary liaox! haha.. aniwaes, all of us of diff "jobs".. as in, in pairs larh.. ya lorh.. we going make tanglin city harvesters' directory, prayer list [department A & B] and........ perhaps more coming up next! we are reaching out 16 regulars! hmmm, currectly, there are 14 tanglinians in chc.. of cos, we will be anointed to reach out for new friends!! yupyup.. we sang praise song.. [i stand before u Lord, and give u all my praise, ur love is all i nid, Jesus u are all i nid.......]yaya...
fellowship: one word to describe = shiok arh! haha! me and ken went kitchen to cook.. =) to prove to sorfian & chinchye!! they look down on me!!! yeap.. i went to prepared mushroom wif egg, and a number of small sandwiches wif cheeze and ham... =) hehe.. yupyup.. ken's job was to fry.. haha.. me and kailin made a new recipe todae! haha.. after preparing, then me and kailin arrange the food in nice way.. [shun pian steal food]then we are like choosing ppl to sae grace, then in the sorfian lost.. he had to pray for all of us.. we were like, waiting for him to start while praying in tongues... pray for quite awhile liaox hor, he still tapping chinchye asking him how to start the prayer.. oh no! so farnie lorh.. but he still completed.. amen! haha.. had a great time at sarah and kailin house.. =) im sure others enjoyed too..

testimony to glory God

2004-07-03T07:39:00.000-07:00

blogging again! =) hehe..
yupx.. hmmm, recently, my quiet time had a breakthrough! it was 1 hour! Praise the Lord! yupx.. e feeling was great.. its like, after the 1 hour quiet time, i can feel the eagerness in me tat tmr will be a better day.. =) ya lorh..
another thing is tat, i wanna thank God that i found my handphone yersterdae.. i left it on bus176 initially.. then shanning and fangyi help me by calling my hp.. it rang few times - nobody answered. i was so scared lorh.. i went to pray in a corner of the bus when we took the bus176 again to the inter to check.. finally, the bus driver answered the phone and said my phone was wif him and he is at the bukit panjang inter.. i wanna thank God tat prayer realli works.. =)
faith is impt!
Luke 17:6
So the Lord said, "If you have faith as a mustard seed, you can say to this mulberry tree, 'Be pulled up by the roots and be planted in the sea,' and it would obey you.
yupyup..
aniwaes, i lost my spects [which was worn less than a month]on the way home.......................... ya.. veri sianx diao.. so todae i went bukit merah inter to check if my spects was found... unfortunately.. its gone.. sad larh.. why am i so careless wor.........

Japan trip! =)

2004-06-21T06:28:00.000-07:00

-in haneda tokyo hotel
now so sian.. just eaten two small cups of noodles. bought figurine for kevin! frog chocolate doe ade.. and 3 cute cup noodles for hunny!yuppies.. todae is a boring dae though.went disneyland.. not fun at all.. no one pei mi plae! my sister complains tat she too old! in fact, she even looks younger than mi? ... hmmm.. took pictures larh.. then nutting much liao.. veri sianx! slept in disey for a while..i bought a number of winniethepooh stuffs for myself! :P hehe.. tmr will hav to wake up early for breakfast and rush for another flight to another place.. 2044hr
-in dunno wat hotel
todae.. my sister and i slept alot on the bus.. yawnx!aniwaes.. bought alot of chocolate biscuits from the chocolate factury.. took lots of photos too! yupyup.. the guysssss here, very very yandao! realli so shuai eh! no matter young or old, still so charming! my sister and i kept looking.. =) oops.. aniwaes.. had ramen for lunch.. yupyup.. 2241hr
-in dunno wat hotel again [oops]
todae actually surfing net to watch live service.. but somehow, cannot watch.. then my sister an i chatted online wif a number of ppl.. haha.. then halfway, the typing all went to jap words.. haha.. hav to use caps lock.. oh no! then cannot type spacing wan.. so is like, talking to ppl muz use one word by one word in caps lock.. haha.. then willian copy us.. reply us using the same way.. lolx.. so farnie.. now s scared of salmons liao.. cos everydae is like salmon and salmon and more salmons lorh.. and scallop and scallop and MORE scallop.. oh no.. -_-|||
-oh no [on the plane back to singapore]
e food on e plane... yucks! taste realli horrible! hmm.. few moments ago.. e plane kept trembling rather seriously that the "fasten seat belt" sign was on. they said tat e tremble is due to the tai feng in taipei cos we were getting closer to taipei at that time. my sister and i were scared! we prayed together. [place of agreement is the place of power!]we prayed hard. praying for peace mind and safe journey tp singapore... while we were ending our prayer, the "fasten seat belt" sign went off immediately! yea!! prayer realli works.. and of cos, faith is impt! yupx.. i luv God.. amen!

The Lord's Prayer

2004-06-12T11:17:00.000-07:00

coming up next! =D
Matthew 6:9-13
Our Father in heaven,
Hallowed be Your name.
Your kingdom come.
Your will be done
On earth as it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread.
And forgive our debts,
As we forgive our debtors.
And do not lead us into temptation,
But deliever us from the evil one.
For Yours is the kingdom and the
power and the glory forever. Amen.

10 commandments

2004-06-12T11:05:00.000-07:00

[Exodus 20:3-17] NKJV
hi! haha :) kkies, lets start!
God spoke and said:
1) Do not have any other gods but me.
2) No idols must be worshipped.
3) Use my name in worthiness.
4) Observe the seventh day as a holy day.
5) Honour your father and your mother.
6) You must not murder,
7) Be faithful as husband and wife.
8) Do not steal.
9) Be honest to all people.
10) Do not be jealous of what belongs to others.

harloe! =)

2004-06-12T10:45:00.000-07:00

hmm.. this blog.. errr..
i using as my notes.. wat i hav learnt in cell group meetings and sundae service.. veri powerful and exciting! yupyup.. enjoy!